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[16 Jul 2004|11:55pm] |
I haven't update in FOREVER!!!
today = drama
cried way to much about too many things....but i got a lot of things off my chest and i guess we'll just see what happens from there.
Tomorrow i have to work...but that's okay...i get off at 7. Bub and mom will be down here next week. Amy G. is moving back soon. Hopefully things will turn around soon.
The End
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[05 Jun 2004|12:55am] |
bub isn't going to die. He doesn't have a brain tumor. :) He's just "made weird".
I'm glad.
Harry Potter was good.
The End
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[21 May 2004|12:04am] |
Heaven isn't a place where you go when you die. It's a feeling that you get whenever his brushes mine.
I wish you didn't doubt.
<3 Me.
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[14 May 2004|02:01pm] |
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Everyone comes to me for advice, and i use to think i was good at it. but now, i've run out of things to say to people. I don't know what to tell them anymore. Maybe its because we are growing up and our situations are becoming far more complex than they use to be. I don't know. And i know i gave someone bad advice a long time ago, and now they regret it. and i feel like it's partly my fault. And that SUCKS!!
Walmart called me twice today. I almost didn't call them back cause i was afraid they'd try to make me work today. But i just have to work 9-6 instead of 10-7 Sunday. I think one of the girls might have quit. i'm not sure. Cause the boss lady said we wouldn't have Jennifer this weekend. And she called him Tuesday too. I"m not sure if she was there today or not. If she quit, that's gonna suck ass.
Caysey is suppose to come over and keep me company today. I don't think he is going to. :( I might go to the tanning bed today. I need a tan, BAD! oh well.....i guess i'm done ranting now.
Watch as life crumbles around you, Amy
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[11 May 2004|01:31pm] |
I haven't updated in a while....so here's what's goin on.
School is OUT! WOOT! I got 3 A's and 2 B's...not to shabby. But now everyone has gone home and i'm all alone up here. Well not ALL alone, eral is still here. but he's at work a lot. Oh well....people will just have to come visit me. A LOT. Especially Bub and Chelsea. Cause i'm gonna miss those guys this summer. :(
I've also decided to try to stick out my current job, because if i move now i'll lose my extra $1, but if i wait until they close the snack bar, i get to keep and maybe get more. :) So would be good. Just as long as Jennifer and Evelyn don't quit. And as long as i have Caysey and Dan to joke around with in the deli, it will be all good.
I'm not coming home Friday, as i had planned. I'm gonna wait until either Sunday or Tuesday night....i'm not sure when i work yet. But whenever it is, i'll be there for a few days which is good.
Um....i guess that's about it. Nothing that exciting going on. Gotta find something to do on my days off so i won't be so freaking bored. If you have any suggestions, please, feel free to comment.
okay. i'm done now as Jesus would say " BYE BYE BYE"
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[06 May 2004|11:19pm] |
10 Bands You've Been Listening To A Lot lately- 1. OneLineDrawing 2. The Early November 3. Dashboard 4. The Rocket Summer 5. A Static Lullaby 6. New Found Glory 7. The Cure 8. Rocking Horse Winner 9. Coheed 10. Blood for Blood
-09 Things You Look Forward To- 1. this week being over 2. getting out of debt 3. moving 4. getting a new job 5. seein Bub next week 6. classes being over 7. seeing my family 8. sleeping in every day 9. $$$
-8 Things You Like To Wear- 1. jeans 2. t-shirts 3. my belt eral likes to steal 4. my black flip flops 5. new underwear 6. make-up 7. stuff i stole from bub's closet 8. Bub's blue Betsy Layne sweatshirt
-07 Things That Annoy You- 1. work 2. my dept. manager 3. wal-mart 4. people who are mean 5. not having any money 6. not being able to go home 7. not being able to move
-06 Things You Say Most Days- 1. Hidee 2. that sucks 3. I'm sorry 4. Can i help you? 5. Bye Bye Bye 6. I love you
-05 Things You Do Everyday- 1. sleep 2. go to work 3. shower 4. talk on aim 5. eat
-04 People You Want To Spend More Time With- 1. Bub 2. ChelC 3. my mom 4. the old summer crew
-03 Movies You Could Watch Over And Over Again- 1. Finding Nemo 2. Eddie Izzard 3. donnie darko
-02 Of Your Favorite Songs At The Moment- 1. That's so you - The Rocket Summer 2. your Letter- onelinedrawing
-01 Person You Could Spend The Rest Of Your Life With- 1. ERAL
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[26 Apr 2004|06:36pm] |
 GUINNESS: You like to be known as a past-tense heavy drinker and are full of stories of antics from your 'youth.' You consider yourself more mature than those 'other' beer drinkers, and your taste reflects that.
The Greatest Beer Quiz, ever! brought to you by Quizilla
Justin Blackburn....what do you think of that, huh?
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[23 Apr 2004|11:36pm] |
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Tonight i decied to hang out with my big since eral had to work. We decided to make Caysey Amy number 3. Fun times. :) but now we are just hanging out talkin' about stupid stuff. oh well....i'll write more later. BYE
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[23 Apr 2004|11:21am] |
So...this week is almost over. I skipped so much class it's not funny. I guess it's where it's the end of the semester and i don't really care anymore. One more week then finals!!!!!!!! I'm so excited except for the fact that everyone gets to go home and i'm stuck here. I hope bub and chelsea come visit. I'll miss them. But...Justin came home is week. i got to see him at the airport. I miss that kid. I also made some big decisions this week. I'm sad but glad at the same time. It sucks, but it will make my life a little less stressful and that's something i need right now.
I don't get to go home for Bub's birthday. It sucks. 16 is a big thing and dad won't be home. but i am coming home for prom. I'm excited....oh well....i guess i'm done rambling. Oh wait...one more thing. I decided that i can't take pictures. We got our sorority composite pictures and i look stupid in all of them. It sucks. OH well....i'm done now.
BYE BYE BYE
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| HBD2K4 |
[18 Apr 2004|10:56pm] |
Well let's just say HillBilly Days was a rollercoaster of ups and downs. Had fun, got bitched at, got over it, ppl complaining, slept, woke up, got bitched at, had more fun. drama unfolded, left. The end.
Quotes of HBD2K4: "Anal sex is like pooping backwards" "Everytime you cuss you have to lick the person's forhead to the left of you" "Excuse me, Mr Blackburn could you please give Jesus another beer" "I'm too young to be a grandma" "To hanging out again" "Tessa's gonna kill me!"
I'm glad it's over. 4 hours of sleep sucks!!! The End
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[13 Apr 2004|11:16pm] |
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I got my hair did today. Fun times. I also went to target to get my mom's birthday present. Queer Eye was on tonight too. Over all, good day!
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| Week From HELL |
[08 Apr 2004|10:04pm] |
The week from hell is almost over. Lets see.....the week started by the girl who was suppose to close at work quitting and then staring at me for FOUR HOURS! How stupid do you have to be to sit at walmart and stare at someone for FOUR HOURS! Then i was almost late for having my picture taken for the sorority composite. I was so stressed out when i got there that i was crying...so now i know the pictures are gonna be absolutely terrible. and it's no big deal, they are just gonna hang in the hallway at school for all eternity! No pressure! Then i finally got to go home to discover why i felt so shitty all day. I have a fever of 101.5 Wonderful! and i had a test to study for. So My big came over and read the definitions to me once and then i tried to get some sleep. So, i had a test on Monday. Came home had to write a paper and take an online exam. :) Fun Times. Tuesday I had to work. Shoot me in the face. Wed i had another test. And today i had 4 lab reports due and another online test. LOVELY!!!! Plus i had PT and work.
I think that the guy at PT loves to torture me. Today he made me walk on the stairstepper backwards while throwing a soccer ball back and worth with him. Let's just say that lasted for about a minute and i wanted to cry. Damn him for making me hurt! But then i got to use to ice/electricty massage thing. it was sweet! i want one. :)
And now i am back home, just finished my last piece of homework for the week. And now i'm going to bed at 10:00 pm....you know why? BECAUSE I CAN! i have nothing else to do, so i'm SLEEPING!
was that a long enough rant for ya? sorry to anyone who actually read the whole thing. I apologize. The End!
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[01 Apr 2004|10:23pm] |
I'm in a bad mood. everything is bothering me today. i feel bad for getting upset about little things, but i can't help it. people shouldn't piss me off when i'm in a mood like this.
oh well.....i just guess i'm a terrible person for being moody.
the end
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| You Bet You'll Get Wet |
[01 Apr 2004|11:29am] |
Yesterday was Sink or Swim. It was FREEZING outside too. But David and i went to the mini-carnival some car dealership was having on campus and got free food and played games. Then i went to the Theta table and stood around. It was kinda boring cause no one would buy waterguns and no one asked for fish. So Amy G. and i went downstairs and ate. When we came back more people were at the table. I got one kid to pour a bottle of water on his head and skip around the carnival screaming Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. I also got a hug and kiss on the check from Brislin. And Kyle Moon walked up and hugged some random old lady. I wish we had fish to give out everday. It was fun.
Went to PT. They tried to tape my knees straight. It was weird. I don't think it helped either. oh well...
The actual Sink or Swim was at 9:30. I sat with Aaron and the Theta Chi's. They got 4th. But the Phi Tau's won. And Kyle Moon was the Water Boy. fun times.
Well that was pretty much it. The End
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[31 Mar 2004|01:12am] |
HANGIN WITH JESUS!! haha...gettin drunk. fun times. :) amy g.'s 21st birthday. enough said.
the end
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[29 Mar 2004|10:40pm] |
Today was pretty eventful. I didn't wanna get up at all but i did. :( went to my classes, nothing major happened.
Amy G. and i went to the mall and i bought a skirt from the gift card i got from returning this sweater set my mom bought me. Then we went to walmart and bought groceries and cooked. I mean actually cooked, used raw chicked and everything. It was Shake and Bake and i helped. But really...it turned out really good. We had breaded chicken on a bed of ziti with spagetti sauce and garlic bread. Yummy. and the best part was we had cheesecake for desert. Yes, Lauren, i said CHEESECAKE! and it was kickass too.
Eral went to bed at like 8 so i stayed up and worked on some homework. I have to go to physical therapy and i'm not quit sure where i'm going. I'm goin to have to call them and find out where it is. oh well.....
Now i'm tryin' to get people to come to the corner and buy water guns Tuesday and Wed. so they can squirt us with water on Wed. I'm not seeing how this is going to be fun or me. But whatever, it's for a good cause. Oh well...i am done now.
I'm out.
P.S. my mom was tryin' to be all nice and get me the autograph of the guy from Survivor that was from KY. Turns out she got some other guys autograph and we have no idea who he is. Anyone know who "Big Tom" is? let me know!
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[28 Mar 2004|11:46pm] |
today i am sick. i called in to work today and i feel kinda bad about it, but i think it's gross to go in sneezing, coughing, and having my nose all snotty and fix people food. so there! ha!
i have my language sample due on Wed. I'm nervous. I've worked really hard on it, but i'm still not sure it's good enough. Oh well...i guess we'll just have to wait and see.
chelsea and dean came down on Friday night. it was fun times. we ate cookie dough and watched "fun tv" to bad we had to pay $11 to get it. Eral got drunk it was funny.
I've talked to justin a lot lately. i'm not sure why. sometimes it makes me mad, sometimes it makes me sad, and sometimes it's like nothing has happened and it's good times. i dunno....it's confusing. i'm sure it will get even worse when he comes back. i guess we'll just have to wait and see.
I want to get a new hair cut since i changed the color again. I bleached it and then dyed it brown. the roots are lighter than the rest but i don't think it looks bad. I like change. If anyone has any ideas feel free to comment. Thank you!
sink or swim is wed. we get to wear perverted shirts again. last year it was "the wetter the better" this year it is "i bet you'll get wet" oh well...it's fun times.
that's all. THE END
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[25 Mar 2004|12:05am] |
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today was been full of ups and downs. went to the dr. for my knee. surprise surprise...physical therapy is gonna magically fix it. We'll see. that's all i have to say about that.
I got my acceptance letter into the CD program today so that was good. i was so worried.
now on to the big up/down rollercoaster of the night. I had a conversation with a friend. it was a much needed conversation. we talked about everything i've thought about for the past 4 months. I feel alot better after talking it out.
"I was a very deceitful and manipulative person, I was good at what I did. You are at no fault. I assume full responsibility." This is not something you want to hear from a "ex" about your relationship. well not really an ex, but someone you cared about and thought cared about you that way.....i guess deep down i knew it wasn't real. but it was nice at the time. i was lonely and it's always good to feel loved. it just sucks to be told it was all a lie.
Anyway....that is all i have to say on this subject. Except, Chelsea if you read this. Call me. Need to discuss.
I'm done now
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[19 Mar 2004|11:35am] |
I've been completely stressed out lately. Two tests, 2 big projects, a paper, lab report, it just feels like everything is starting to pile up. And i haven't heard anything from the CD program yet so i don't even know if i got in yet. Plus, i'm broke....got bills to pay and nothing to pay them with. My mom is coming today and my apartment is falling apart. The drain in the kitchen sink is clogged and i can't fix it...i've got dishes piled high. Eral and i cleaned last night so now it doesn't look too bad, but still...i want her to think everything is perfect. I don't wanna go to work today. I want to chop my right leg off....um...let's see....could i complain about anything else..i guess i've ran out of stuff ....i'm sure something else will happen later today for me to complain about.
I'm done!
I just want to take a long vacaction. It's not fair that i didn't get a spring break :(
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